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[lilbutterfly369]

so things arent going as well at this moment as they might have seemed in the last entry. yea, im still kinda dating randy, but i dont know if i want to. its not like, awkward or whatever anymore...but im still scared to make an ass outta myself. and it just seems too hard to start over. to start a new relatinship with someone new when i had one

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[me_too_sylvia]

Awww sweetpea you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. You made a huuuuuuge effort. A huge, noble, valiant effort to keep things together and I really truly admire you for that. I'm proud of you for that.

You will find someone who will treat you right. You are too bright and brilliant and beautiful not to. Randy seems very nice, I hope all goes well with that.

I will send many good thoughts you way. *hugs*

[lilbutterfly369]

thanks sarah, you always make me feel better... :-)
**hugs**

[misskay22]

It may not ever happen again - its part of living and growing up. You may have many more relationships that end up not working out, but just know that one day you'll find the one, whether you realize it at first or not. You just need to not be afraid and have fun and see whats out there. I know its hard but like I said, its part of life. Cheer up and have fun w/ Randy for now =).

friends?

[lilbutterfly369]

thanks kayleigh, that does make be put a better perspective on this. im sorry for before.. *friends*

[kgcrackers6]

you can't go on wonderin if it will happen again cuz then ur not allowin urself to even know what could be w. someone else - i understand that ur not over him and what he did but continue in the direction ur headin in rahter then forgivin him or textin back to his text he sent tonight. i think u should just still chilll w. randy cuz u have no real legit reason to end shit w. him - good luck!