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so things arent going as well at this moment as they might have seemed in the last entry. yea, im still kinda dating randy, but i dont know if i want to. its not like, awkward or whatever anymore...but im still scared to make an ass outta myself. and it just seems too hard to start over. to start a new relatinship with someone new when i had one that i was so comfortable in for a while. im so afraid... why did he hafta hurt me like that? seriously, why did i deserve that? i just wanted to be a good girlfriend and i get fucked over. what says that itll never happen again. i dont wanna do this anymore