hurting
I am trying, i am trying really hard and it jut isnt working. I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life by trying to do the right thing and now I am going to be punished for the rest of my life. I can't help it every song on the radio every tv show every memory makes me think of being with you. I have tried being on my own and seeing other people but I can't let you go. How do you get through this? I am doing so great on the outside but I feel like I am always crying on the inside. I am so sorry, you can't imagine how much I love you and that I would do anything to have another chance to love you, you will always hold the biggest piece of my heart.