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I dont know whats so wrong with me lately. It must be PMS or something cause i am just in a shitty mood all around.
I'm supposed to go up to my grandparents over the wknd for a party for a family friend. Vito was supposed to give me the day off to go but he didnt so i bitched at him and he said he'd work it out. Last night i went to him and told him to forget it. I really dont want to go. I dont really want much to do with that side of my family at the moment. Little do they know about that thou....
I'm making him give me this Thursday off thou. I know i cant do what i'm doing but i'm doing it anyway. I'm too damn tired. I have too many damn exams that i cant study for cause i have no time. Forget it. Thursday is MY day and i'm going to spend the night studying for my Fundraising exam which i have first thing Friday morning.
Yeah so yesterday = not so good. i was just in a bitchy mood. Placement was okay. The normal. Nothing special. A lot of intakes but none of them out of the ordinary.
I had been trying to call Chris allll day and he wasnt answering. Usually he calls me back at some point during the day but this time he wasnt and i knew his cell phone wasnt dead or anything so i was starting to get worried. He works construction (waterproofer) and since we've been dating, he's given himself 2nd degree burns all down his leg and fell 20 feet onto concrete. I worry. So by about 5pm i was getting pissed off so i messaged him and just said "I have called you far too many times today so i wont be calling you anymore. You can call me if you want." and THEN he called and was all "are you mad at me?" I just said no i'm worried but i'm not mad. I was a lil peeved.
And then after work we went quickly to Wendy's and got take out. I didnt talk too much the whole night thou. Just the usual how was work and he told me many times how tired he was so i guess i just wasnt in the mood to talk.
At work i was a bitch. complete bitch. At least at first. I think I kinda got mad at Sandy. Or came across as I was mad. I wasnt mad. I was fustrated because customers were yelling at me (my first one of the day) and my second customer Sandy was telling me before he got to me "You know we cant return bikes."
Yeah i know. i've been working here 2 years. Trust me. I know.
Later on i was a lil better. I had some customer come yell at me but then the customer i was dealing with yelled back at her becuase what she was complaining about was not my fault. Then i had another customer write up a compliment card about me but i dont know what it said yet. I wanted to sneak a peek after it was dropped in the box but i didnt.
I got almost no sleep last night. I dont know why. Just my pissy mood carrying over and not letting me sleep.
Now i'm back at placement and still in a bitter mood. bleh.
I have an assignment due tomorrow that i havent done and i have many exams.
What angers me is that if the strike never happened, today would have been my last day of placement. that would have been nice but no =(
I guess i'm just stressed and very fustrated with life overall. I just want to go home and sleep for a week or two. Just until all the stress lifts.
I'm at placement on reception now. 1:00 i have a meeting. 3:00 I have supervision. and then i have no idea. Hopefully intakes but you never know. Paulina and Mary might stick around in which i may not have anything to do.
*SIGHS*
This is my horoscope for today from the Toronto Sun....
Focus on love not money and work today. You have to let some things go if you don't want to work yourself into a fury. A day of personal care will help you get over your feeling of anxiety. 2 stars
Weird cause thats exactly me today
I'm supposed to go up to my grandparents over the wknd for a party for a family friend. Vito was supposed to give me the day off to go but he didnt so i bitched at him and he said he'd work it out. Last night i went to him and told him to forget it. I really dont want to go. I dont really want much to do with that side of my family at the moment. Little do they know about that thou....
I'm making him give me this Thursday off thou. I know i cant do what i'm doing but i'm doing it anyway. I'm too damn tired. I have too many damn exams that i cant study for cause i have no time. Forget it. Thursday is MY day and i'm going to spend the night studying for my Fundraising exam which i have first thing Friday morning.
Yeah so yesterday = not so good. i was just in a bitchy mood. Placement was okay. The normal. Nothing special. A lot of intakes but none of them out of the ordinary.
I had been trying to call Chris allll day and he wasnt answering. Usually he calls me back at some point during the day but this time he wasnt and i knew his cell phone wasnt dead or anything so i was starting to get worried. He works construction (waterproofer) and since we've been dating, he's given himself 2nd degree burns all down his leg and fell 20 feet onto concrete. I worry. So by about 5pm i was getting pissed off so i messaged him and just said "I have called you far too many times today so i wont be calling you anymore. You can call me if you want." and THEN he called and was all "are you mad at me?" I just said no i'm worried but i'm not mad. I was a lil peeved.
And then after work we went quickly to Wendy's and got take out. I didnt talk too much the whole night thou. Just the usual how was work and he told me many times how tired he was so i guess i just wasnt in the mood to talk.
At work i was a bitch. complete bitch. At least at first. I think I kinda got mad at Sandy. Or came across as I was mad. I wasnt mad. I was fustrated because customers were yelling at me (my first one of the day) and my second customer Sandy was telling me before he got to me "You know we cant return bikes."
Yeah i know. i've been working here 2 years. Trust me. I know.
Later on i was a lil better. I had some customer come yell at me but then the customer i was dealing with yelled back at her becuase what she was complaining about was not my fault. Then i had another customer write up a compliment card about me but i dont know what it said yet. I wanted to sneak a peek after it was dropped in the box but i didnt.
I got almost no sleep last night. I dont know why. Just my pissy mood carrying over and not letting me sleep.
Now i'm back at placement and still in a bitter mood. bleh.
I have an assignment due tomorrow that i havent done and i have many exams.
What angers me is that if the strike never happened, today would have been my last day of placement. that would have been nice but no =(
I guess i'm just stressed and very fustrated with life overall. I just want to go home and sleep for a week or two. Just until all the stress lifts.
I'm at placement on reception now. 1:00 i have a meeting. 3:00 I have supervision. and then i have no idea. Hopefully intakes but you never know. Paulina and Mary might stick around in which i may not have anything to do.
*SIGHS*
This is my horoscope for today from the Toronto Sun....
Focus on love not money and work today. You have to let some things go if you don't want to work yourself into a fury. A day of personal care will help you get over your feeling of anxiety. 2 stars
Weird cause thats exactly me today