Sooo Comfortable
As much as I love the attention and feeling of a good one on one conversation with someone in person or fun group interactions..like tonight's work party at Dave and Busters, I'm so glad I can come home and crawl into my little computer chair and just bask in my solitude.Reflecting back on the day as I am about to record it here. I need solitude every now and then; not just for when I'm online...but to do things like blast music in my room whilst singing madly along to it and doing my best dance moves around the room. I love to give in to music and let it totally absorb into all my senses; but it all just becomes one big feeling. I really want to start to paint again...I can just see myself making a really awesome painting to the music of the Amelie soundtrack....over my winter break I will strive to do this.
D&B was pretty cool. Played a lot of games; favs-Nascar Racing Game, Basketball Shooting Game, and House of the Living Dead. I ate free food thanks to Barnes and Noble....overall it was an enjoyable evening. My voice is fading big time so I was barely audible in the noisy place..so I was a bit overlooked in most of the conversations..but twas to be expected. Prior to D&B I really got to talk more with Ellie (one of my co-workers and friend) tonight, more than I ever have and it was nice. I even met her family, who were all as pleasant as she. She was obsessed with getting enough tickets to buy this really big Monkey stuffed toy and she finally did get the 3,000 tickets to get it and we stuff it in the back of her car on the way home, but whenever she braked real hard or turned, the monkey would slide forward and graze our shoulders scaring the shit out of both of us..we laughed our asses off when this happened the 2nd or 3rd time...or rather she laughed and I weezed because I can't even make a laughing sound now with my voice the way it is.
Ok tired now. To sleep I will succumb.
D&B was pretty cool. Played a lot of games; favs-Nascar Racing Game, Basketball Shooting Game, and House of the Living Dead. I ate free food thanks to Barnes and Noble....overall it was an enjoyable evening. My voice is fading big time so I was barely audible in the noisy place..so I was a bit overlooked in most of the conversations..but twas to be expected. Prior to D&B I really got to talk more with Ellie (one of my co-workers and friend) tonight, more than I ever have and it was nice. I even met her family, who were all as pleasant as she. She was obsessed with getting enough tickets to buy this really big Monkey stuffed toy and she finally did get the 3,000 tickets to get it and we stuff it in the back of her car on the way home, but whenever she braked real hard or turned, the monkey would slide forward and graze our shoulders scaring the shit out of both of us..we laughed our asses off when this happened the 2nd or 3rd time...or rather she laughed and I weezed because I can't even make a laughing sound now with my voice the way it is.
Ok tired now. To sleep I will succumb.