Feb 14, 2005 00:00
You'd think I'd be happy but I'm not. Listen to the band, they're playing just for me. Go on and love me, I don't care. I wish I could. I've got no time to trifle with trash like you. Last night I had a dream. You were in it, I was in it with you. Everyone that I knew and everyone that you know was in my dream. Everybody scared me but you scared me the most. Everybody cried the night I left. Well almost everybody did. I just want you to hurt like I do. The air will choke you when you breathe. It's progress folks keep pushin' till your body rots. We'll strip the earth of all it's green and then divide her into parking lots. But there's nothing you and I can do. You and I are only two. What's right and wrong is hard to say. Forget about it for today. We'll stick our heads into the sand. Just pretend that all is grand. Then hope that everything turns out ok. You're free to speak your mind my friend. As long as you agree with me. You'll lose your job your mind and all the friends you knew. They'll find a way to silence you. We turn on the TV to hear the day's news. Then we all shake our heads. It's a pity they called it a day.
singing raindrops keep falling on my head/she's gone/pleasepleaseplease
let me get what i want........looking at that thing at the taste with
schubert piano playing to the oldies waltzing........building
houses.......trying to get rid of the skip......eating squash,playing
chips....buying saucy chairs.....collecting the smiths.......learning
pianner..........reading the collector, not reading the
collector..........dreaming up a record......waking up and finding the
devil........having it off.
Name: Jennifer Seefeld
Born: Pontiac
Lives: 9
Eats: rabbit food
What did you do last night? Have a giggle
Who is over rated? George Bush, David Beckham, U2, cushions.
Beliefs: As Nietsche said "god is dead". When we die we are but dust.
Hates: Advertising-it shits in your head.
What do you have in your pockets? A fiver
What would you like to be written on your gravestone? "...I told you I was ill."
NOTE:
I am taking a break from the world for a few days. Don't call me. Don't knock on my door.
I am regaining my stregnth. Charging my batteries. Getting out of this funk.
I am finding my self-control. Finding peace of mind. Finding me.
I am getting back to my art. Getting organized. Getting clean.