I just wanted to say "thank you" to ...
... Merja, who gave me something to think about, regarding my post from November 11th...
No, I didn't have the courage so far to ask her what I mean to her, if we are friends. I know I probably should... I won't see her next week, 'cause I'm on vacation, sort of. So I'll wait til I see her again and how everything will be then.
Yes, the "little one" and the feeling that I'm way under her status and .. I don't know. I should try and ask her to be friends.
Anyway, I already told her that I would consider her a friend. But I think she didn't answer to that. So I might just ask her. Believe in ourselfs. that we should do. It's just not always that simple as at seems.
Thank you, though, for your comment, I have something to think about now for the next week ;)