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Posting my new name I got a sudden urge to write something. I'm not sure what though. Just something.
I fell down some stairs the other day. Was a wet day and I slipped. Have a big bruise on my butt. It's still sore. Not much fun.
I'm reading The God Delusion. Think it'll be a nice read, but it makes me feel like my vocabulary is lacking. Considering reading a dictionary, highlighting the words I don't know, then making lists to learn. I got that from the comedian Demetri Martin. He did that. I doubt I will. But if I did I could cross off *checks paper* "laity" for example. It's the opposite of clergy, the followers of the church, not the rulers. I'm surprised I didn't know that actually. Feels like if you talk about the clergy, the laity should be mentioned. I took Religion A and B, it never came up. Should go visit and let mr Olsson know.
It's really quiet. I should turn on my iTunes, but there's nothing I want to listen to. And nothing I really want to watch either. Even though I have all seasons of Angel downloaded, as well as Roswell, and Battlestar Gallactica, but I'm waiting to watch those with Dave, so I shouldn't anyway.
I miss Lou. We watched all 3 first seasons of BSG together. Now we won't. Feel like when Rachel's moving out, cuz chandler's moving in with Monica. And Monica say's "I'm gonna have to live with a boy!" But not the living, just watching a series. It's still strange, imagining it. Cuz Dave won't be making happy comments every time Apollo is on screen, and I won't get to say that I think Anders is hotter.
I'm not watching the end of Angel s 5 without her. No way. Will have to wait til she's back for Christmas. I know how it ends, but I still don't wanna watch it alone, or maybe that's the reason. It'd be a bit like tainting our Angel marathons. Like we have to watch it til the end, every episode. Sides season 1 and 2 I suppose, since we didn't start together til the 3rd. Still, it's special.
I wonder if it's a bad habit for me to write "til" so often, instead of "until". I know "Cuz" is bad, but it's simpler. At least I don't writer "tho" for "though". That's only for texts when I need the space.
Saw Kirstin today. At the university. She told me to go back to college and quit doing shitty jobs. And I will, this isn't permanent. Just want some time to not panic about essays I can't bring myself to write. But it was still a nice thing to say. She thought I had a brain that needed to be used for something. And that is nice. No one else has really made comments like that. It felt honest. Like others might think it but not want to be mean or insulting. Or I sort of hope some people think so. I doubt Lou does though, I think she thinks I'm brave for doing my own thing for a while. She gets me, more than I know probably. I can't decide whether I want Dave to think so or not. I want him to think highly of me, and hence not want me working shitty jobs, but maybe that would mean he doesn't get me. And I think he does. He's all round supportive, I think. I good quality for a life partner, which is kind of what he is, sides boyfriend. But life partner sounds profound, and like I'm in a gay partnership, but that's besides the point.
Kirstin also wondered if I'm gonna study Theatre: I don't know. Many people, like Clarke for instance, seems to think I should, and others assume I will. I need to think about it more, but it makes me antsy. It's a tough business, and I don't just want to end up a teacher who used to have theatre aspirations.
I wish I was sleeping at Dave's tonight, I sleep better next to him. More safe, and comfortable. Like all is right in the world. And he's warm. He's always so warm. Mmmmm. I never have to sleep with socks with him.
........... I'm now on the phone with mum.........apparently a big magpie sat on the balcony yesterday and scared Feliz..............
I need to go to sleep. Well, I' think I'll have a cup of red tea first, call Dave, maybe read some more fanfic (just a chapter or two) and then get ready for bed. Maybe I'll wash my face now. That sounds nice, less to do when I get tired. We shall see.
I need a sign out phrase.