Old School Supernatural RPS Fic Rec! J2!
Fic Rec:
Title: In A Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
Author:
felisblanco
Pairings: Jensen/Jared (Jared/Sandy, Jensen/OFC)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 36.800 words
Warnings: Deals with eating disorders, self-harm, religious themes and homophobia.
Summary: They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…
Reader Review:
I was going through old spn fics and found this one. It's from 2008 but it still resonates with me. I love...no wait...I adore J2! fics and even more if there's angst and hurt/comfort involved. Originally I wasn't going to read this one...it's more than slightly triggering for those that deal with eating disorders, bullying, homophobia, or SI but I couldn't help myself. Felis was spot on the mark for every dark and depressing emotion that Jensen had. More so the characters of Christian and Jared were believable as well. As the reader you felt like you were living the pain with Jensen and the feeling/falling in love Jared. It was a great read and didn't have any issues other than the triggers...I loved it and would highly suggest that if you're looking for an emo SPN flashback you give it a read through.
Link:
http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/671334.html
Title: In A Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
Author:
felisblanco
Pairings: Jensen/Jared (Jared/Sandy, Jensen/OFC)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 36.800 words
Warnings: Deals with eating disorders, self-harm, religious themes and homophobia.
Summary: They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…
Reader Review:
I was going through old spn fics and found this one. It's from 2008 but it still resonates with me. I love...no wait...I adore J2! fics and even more if there's angst and hurt/comfort involved. Originally I wasn't going to read this one...it's more than slightly triggering for those that deal with eating disorders, bullying, homophobia, or SI but I couldn't help myself. Felis was spot on the mark for every dark and depressing emotion that Jensen had. More so the characters of Christian and Jared were believable as well. As the reader you felt like you were living the pain with Jensen and the feeling/falling in love Jared. It was a great read and didn't have any issues other than the triggers...I loved it and would highly suggest that if you're looking for an emo SPN flashback you give it a read through.
Link:
http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/671334.html