I Know That I'm On My Way
Dear Mom and Dad, please send money. I'm so broke that it ain't funny...
Work is going pretty well. I've been working on the cashwrap, which is really nice. I get to greet customers and talk with people and I'm not isolated. I seriously hope that it stays this way for the most part because it makes work so enjoyable. I was at work for seven hours today - two hours longer than normal - and I didn't even notice. I loved it. I really really hope that I can continue to work with the customers like this.
The vet noticed that Daisy Mae is doing better. He says that he can see her ear drum for the first time in a long time, which is amazing. However, he says that if there is not much improvement into next month, that we need to talk aobut removing both of her ear drums, which scares me. Can you imagine starting life hearing and then suddenly losing it...snap...just like that? It would be so scary to me, and I cannot imagine the fear that she would go through. I know, people say that animals do not have the same feelings that we do or whatever, but, as humans, we can process the reason that our hearing has stopped; how does an animal do that?
I sometimes think that I am not the brightest crayon in the box. The other day, I went to Claire's and bought some earrings to put in my four holes; some nice hoops and studs that match and everything and that are not trashy or anything. They would be appropriate for any type of job, schooling, whatever. That night, I put the hoops into the first three holes and then go to put the studs in my last holes and realize that they have closed up. Due to the fact that I took them out five months ago due to my sorority, they closed up except for a small part in the front. I told my mama and she asked if it was really that important to me; well, yes, it is. It sounds odd, I know, but it is my tiny way of rebelling against everything that people think that I am. I mean, I have a feeling that everyone thinks that I am this little goody-two-shoes, which, y'know what? It is probably correct, but piercing my ears as much as I want is my way of rebelling against my own stereotype of what I am supposed to be. So, the very next day, I went to Claire's and had them re-pierce my ears. So now I am having to clean these damn holes three times a day all because they closed!
And did you know that it is against state law out here to pierce cartilidge? WHAT? I had forgotten about that (I had asked last summer about piercing my cartilidge) but had forgotten. I remembered when the manager of the store had to come out and check where on my ear I wanted pierced due to state law. Okay, that's a little sad. What's the big deal of getting my ears pierced? They're my ears.
So I bought some new things at The Gap today. It makes me pleased. They're not too exciting, but they make me happy. Two new polo shirts - a black one (I'm obsessed with the color, I will not even lie or try to deny the fact. In fact, I am proud that I love this color; it's beautiful) and a green striped one (I call it the Steve shirt - as in Steve, from "Blue's Clues") - and a pair of sandals that are pretty cute; I am just hoping that they are comfortable. I almost bought another pair of flip-flops, but I cannot wear them to work, so I realized that there was no point to buying them; this other stuff I can wear to work, and the way that my job is going at the moment, that's five days a week.
This week-end was pretty good. I saw Over the Hedge with my brother. Cute, but not anything too exciting. It had some funny comments, which made me laugh out loud more because I could hear my mama laughing about them, and she was not even there. I still want to see The DaVinci Code even though critics have said it is piss-poor. Who cares? The book was fun, but was it really that good? No. If you want to read a better book by Dan Brown, read Angels & Demons. It is much better. However, I am obsessed (seriously) with Tom Hanks, and any movie that he is in - he could be drinking a glass of water and eating sandwich for an hour and a half and I'd be the first in line - is a movie that I will see. However, I think that it will be a little bit before I see it due to my bud not wanting to see it.
Oh! I won a Barnes & Nobles gift certificate yesterday due to selling a Gapcard to someone! Yes! Movie or CD, here I come!
This entry is completely random and rather long, so I will end it right now. Sorry 'bout that, whoever reads this. Just needed to ramble about, well, random things.
Well, I love you more than anything in the world. Love, your baby girl.
bisous.