I'm begging for all your sympathy.
Holy fuck...I'm a senior.
Time...where did you go?
Right, I never realized this until I was looking at a friend's profile on AIM and realized, as she said, that we are now officially seniors in college. When the hell did that happen? I mean...was it not just yesterday when I pledged my sorority as was a little freshman? How did I become a senior? Seriously...this whole time thing needs to slow down just a tad bit.
So I start work on Friday. That's good...money is always good, right? It should be, especially since it means spring break for me this coming year! My first real spring break trip, and what a way to go for it. :) It should be super exciting, and no one better to travel with than my super roommie, Ronald. :)
I'm feeling a little better. The whole sinus infection thing still sucks, but I'm doing a little better. The nose running has calmed down a little so I do not need to carry a tissue box around the house with me any longer, but it still sucks because there are random times (as in, when I'm outside or have just been outside) when my sinuses act up. Lucky me.
It feels weird to be home; have I said that yet? It feels nice, do not get me wrong. I mean, I love being with my family and in my own house, sleeping in my own bed, but at the same time (and this might seem odd), it feels weird to have my own room again. I am so used to sharing it with my roommie - and I've grown to liking to share my room with her. And so it seems odd to turn off the light at night and not hear "G'night roommie" or some really random thing such as "Do you really think that she slept with him?" (in reference to Gilmore Girls). I mean, it's nice because I sleep on a better bed (I know that she cannot argue about sleeping on a better bed since her mattress springs at school seemed to coming thru the actual mattress itself) and I have my own private bathroom (I forgot that showers were really this big!) but still...it's so quiet. How the hell will I be able to live on my own one day? How about I do not? I should find a guy, marry him right after college, and then everything will be settled. Ha-ha. I am such a wimp and a dreamer.
Why did you leave me here alone?
So much is going on with my family here, but nothing that I will be typing on here...or announcing quite yet. Nothing is official, but it is just so weird to think about. I know...none of this makes any sense to most people, but still...I just need to get it out. Maybe one day I will have an announcement and all of my friends will be like "WHAT?!" but still, for now, this will do. This little outlet that I call randomness and mysteriousness that keeps me satisfied for the moment.
Right...well, I think that this is all for now, kiddies. I miss all of you and I hope that all of you are doing well. Enjoy the summer and the wonderfulness that it brings because we, as students, complain about it all year long, and now it is finally here. :) I love warm weather.
Now I've looked in the mirror and the world's getting clearer. I'll take what you give me; please know that I'm learning. So wait for me this time.
Bisous.