kinda shitty week
me and matt have been MAJORLY SUCKING at the whole relationship thing. i dunno what it is but everything im doing lately is pissing him off and he is't talking to me and i dont even know what im doing wrong. he was made at the fact i was hanging out with kadie on saturday and not him and apperantly "i rubbed that in his face" which i didnt. also he doesnt think im gonna miss him when he goes away this weekend and i am going to miss him im just not getting all depressed about it. agh! i dunno he says he doesn't wanna break up but i kinda think he does and even if he's not saying it i can tell he isn't happy with this relationship. he says he doesn't wanna fight and right after he says that we just get into another fight about something completely stupid. i honestly dont get it and i am seriously confussed on the whole sitiuation.
my parents have been telling my how "they are NOT keen on the idea of me going to southern" they said that im a minor and if they say im not going to southern then i cant go. but i havent applied to any other place so if i dont go to southern then i have to go to naugutuck valley and i so dont wanna do that. i dont really have enough money to go to southen and pay for it all by myself. i just dont know what im gonna do about college.