Depression?

Feb 17, 2006 06:10

Alright So we heard from the attornay yesterday.. They are going to retri it why because they say they have a new "witness" which is a RN that they recently took him too... But you know she won't give up we are going to object to it.
How much more can one person take before they snap? Its been going on for three years ... now been tried once and found 11 not guilty 1 guilty come on people get a clue we going to ask for a motion of dismissal..
I doubt they will do it but damn come on i am so tired of this shit... I heard the news and just got sick i mean i already sick but this was a different type of sick like its never going to end I just started vomiting i know gross but when you have this feeling *that i can't explain ever* that this is never going to end and you life is on hold cause of it hanging in limbo cause you don't know what this derranged woman will do next. Your afraid for your life your afraid for your spouses life the threats and stuff and there is nothing you can do about it till she has done somethiing that they can see. I can't take it anymore.. The stress is too great for one person to take on... I'm always broke I have nothing left I don't even like doing anything anymore. I just want to sit down and cry and cry and cry and go to sleep.... but I don't ever want to wake up. I don't want to have to deal with this anymore its ......can't they see that she is lying thats she corrupted her kid that she's hurting her child and her ex husband i know she don't care. If she was any type of a woman or a mother she would move on. She's not tho she feeds the lies and brings everyone into them... Not my fault the woman weighs 500LBS now and no one wants to touch her with a 100ft pole.. I mean come on ... Just because I'm happy with my spouse and that he loves me and has moved one get over it leave us alone take your lies and leave us alone thats all we want is to more on and out of state...
Not much more i can take ...... The cracking point is close ..... I keep saying that and fighting my way through it but i don't know this time might be different .....When you almost everything you've ever worked for and fight it till your broke and you look around and find its not enough ......

Well maybe on the upper note i'll win the lottery ...heh.... but then again we are talking aboutme and my stupid ass luck oh well heres to me going to work sick...... Cheers....
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