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i havent updated in a while, not much has happened.
No parties lately. all i did in the holidays is get stoned and have a casual drink, oh and spend money (i cant save it). skools back, yay *sarcasim*. im goin to queensland at the end of the yr for a month. if only i could talk my parents into living there, but im there last kid and they dont want to let go of me *tear*.
i talked to a old friend the other day, it was good to get everything out that have wanted to say but that is all it is, ppl r worried that ill become friends with her again, and dont worry ok. i saw a movie the other day that actually got me thinking. this movie 'thirteen' its about this kid that wants to fit in so she does everything to try fit in with this girl, it goes through everything she does and how she changes. like going to parties gettin stoned, not going home, stealing anf just doin heaps of stuff that she wouldnt usually do. it reminded me of me, but i didnt go that far, i know ppl that have though. its scary.
um what else. my sister debby has been goin through some bad shit and hopefully it'll be all ova in a month or so and she will be back in australia where she belongs. my sister karen and her family is moving to queensland. and everything else is preety much the usual/
the only real problem is friends now. its so hard thats y i want to move to queenland. im sick of the shit that comes with living in canberra. i need a fresh start. ill be glad when im gone. the only real escape i have at the moment is goin to my sister janines house, work which is preety fun and sleeping, sleepings good.
have u ever thought to urself before ur about to go to sleep that u way not wake up in the morning, like u'll die in ur sleep. at least it would be a good way to die spose u would just fall asleep and just never wake up again. man i think about some strange things. oh and me and blaire were talkin bout my funeral (hopein i wont die anytime soon) about like what i would want i think its good to have what u want, like ur last wishes (we were talkin bout it in english the other day to) i want to have these songs p[layed heaven by live, aheaven by dj sammy (the one on my sisters cd not the techno the soft one), and also want to have like a projection thing in the back ground with pictures bein shown, like me when i was little and growin up all the good memories me with family and friends and i want everyone to be happy. no tears. and after i want there to be a big party with everybody celebrating and gettin pissed for me. man i talk about some weird shit.
im at home today lookin after my neices, id rather be at skool though (cant beliver i just said that.
wll im gonna go now talk later
cya-bye-chow
No parties lately. all i did in the holidays is get stoned and have a casual drink, oh and spend money (i cant save it). skools back, yay *sarcasim*. im goin to queensland at the end of the yr for a month. if only i could talk my parents into living there, but im there last kid and they dont want to let go of me *tear*.
i talked to a old friend the other day, it was good to get everything out that have wanted to say but that is all it is, ppl r worried that ill become friends with her again, and dont worry ok. i saw a movie the other day that actually got me thinking. this movie 'thirteen' its about this kid that wants to fit in so she does everything to try fit in with this girl, it goes through everything she does and how she changes. like going to parties gettin stoned, not going home, stealing anf just doin heaps of stuff that she wouldnt usually do. it reminded me of me, but i didnt go that far, i know ppl that have though. its scary.
um what else. my sister debby has been goin through some bad shit and hopefully it'll be all ova in a month or so and she will be back in australia where she belongs. my sister karen and her family is moving to queensland. and everything else is preety much the usual/
the only real problem is friends now. its so hard thats y i want to move to queenland. im sick of the shit that comes with living in canberra. i need a fresh start. ill be glad when im gone. the only real escape i have at the moment is goin to my sister janines house, work which is preety fun and sleeping, sleepings good.
have u ever thought to urself before ur about to go to sleep that u way not wake up in the morning, like u'll die in ur sleep. at least it would be a good way to die spose u would just fall asleep and just never wake up again. man i think about some strange things. oh and me and blaire were talkin bout my funeral (hopein i wont die anytime soon) about like what i would want i think its good to have what u want, like ur last wishes (we were talkin bout it in english the other day to) i want to have these songs p[layed heaven by live, aheaven by dj sammy (the one on my sisters cd not the techno the soft one), and also want to have like a projection thing in the back ground with pictures bein shown, like me when i was little and growin up all the good memories me with family and friends and i want everyone to be happy. no tears. and after i want there to be a big party with everybody celebrating and gettin pissed for me. man i talk about some weird shit.
im at home today lookin after my neices, id rather be at skool though (cant beliver i just said that.
wll im gonna go now talk later
cya-bye-chow