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Boys don't believe in love.
They believe in love for a minute, then it's all goodbye.
Atleast that's what I've experienced over the past couple of relationships I've had. I've even had a guy tell me he was in love with me after knowing me for like a week!
Love is overused. Atleast, relationship wise. Well, maybe not even that. The term "in love" is overused. There is a major difference between love and being "in love". Out of the 5 relationships I've had in the past, I loved each and every guy with all my heart. But I was only truly in love with two of them. I guess it's my own fault - I'm in love with the thought of being in love. It's all being clear to me now, when it's too late. I've realized that I let one of the best guys I've ever had go... a year and a half later. Way to go Allie, you stupid pollack. But seriously though, is this all really happening for a reason? Is it leading me to my final destination? And if so, why is there so much heartbreak?
Okay, here's the deal. Allie is heartbroken. That's a given. But it prevents me from being close to anyone. "Commitment issues" i suppose you could call it. So what does Allie do? Hurts one really nice guy. And although I'm interested in someone right now, I am constantly finding ways to ruin me. Smart again, Allie. REALLY SMART. Trust issues, commitment issues, whatever you want to call it. My brain is fucked and I don't know what to do to stop being so crazy.
Ahh. Frustrated.
Bye.
They believe in love for a minute, then it's all goodbye.
Atleast that's what I've experienced over the past couple of relationships I've had. I've even had a guy tell me he was in love with me after knowing me for like a week!
Love is overused. Atleast, relationship wise. Well, maybe not even that. The term "in love" is overused. There is a major difference between love and being "in love". Out of the 5 relationships I've had in the past, I loved each and every guy with all my heart. But I was only truly in love with two of them. I guess it's my own fault - I'm in love with the thought of being in love. It's all being clear to me now, when it's too late. I've realized that I let one of the best guys I've ever had go... a year and a half later. Way to go Allie, you stupid pollack. But seriously though, is this all really happening for a reason? Is it leading me to my final destination? And if so, why is there so much heartbreak?
Okay, here's the deal. Allie is heartbroken. That's a given. But it prevents me from being close to anyone. "Commitment issues" i suppose you could call it. So what does Allie do? Hurts one really nice guy. And although I'm interested in someone right now, I am constantly finding ways to ruin me. Smart again, Allie. REALLY SMART. Trust issues, commitment issues, whatever you want to call it. My brain is fucked and I don't know what to do to stop being so crazy.
Ahh. Frustrated.
Bye.