"Ruined lives are
normal
both for the wise
and
others.

it is only when
that life
ruined
becomes ours
we realize
then
that the suicides, the
drunkards, the mad, the
jailed, the dopers
and etc. etc.
are just as common
a part of existence
as the gladiola, the
rainbow
the hurricane
and nothing
left
on the kitchen
shelf."

Clean slate! Dirty ballet shoes!

Endless fatigue, french press coffee, occasional outings that end in more fatigue from little activity, the asshole next door with the loud car engine, I think Fiona is angry with me, I don't have any more weed to smoke or the motivation to find any, the lymph nodes in my armpits are swollen, I guess that means I'll be getting sick soon, Matt left ( Read more... )

in comparison to my academic peers i am failing in the long run. instead of beating myself up over grade perfectionism, i am taking a bath and reading "the witches" by roald dahl. there is more to life than the muscles of respiration and phonation. this includes drinking tequila with a shitty cold and a schizophrenic fever.

so far, so weird.

tomorrow is the first day of school but i do not have any classes on tuesday. that has never happened to me before. in the next two weeks, three of my closest friends will have birthdays. i have been in virginia with casey and her family, alex, and kiley since december 27th, i got back at 4:30 this morning. every time i'm with them is the new best ( Read more... )

"in the hospitals and jails ( Read more... )

i really do believe that drinking a single cup of coffee between the hours of 7 and 10 a.m. makes me a happier, more pleasant person.

Everyone and everything is so beautiful and I couldn't be happier to be where I am.

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