Is this how it feels when you don't even fit into your own skin?

Jan 13, 2005 05:31



I'm definetly shaking
the silence isn't breaking
back washed & stranded memories
of something I thought I could be.

As much as California will always be home to me, it feels like it has started to drain so much from me.
I've done & seen everything here 10 times over.
I just want to know if I could do it. I just need to try.
Maybe I am being naive, thinking it's a good idea
maybe i'm just holding on to the last bits of being a dumb kid
but I guess, if I want to move across the country .. now would be the time.
It's not impossible, I guess I'll just wait and see...

I honestly do love LA, but I think that's just because it's home, y'know?
I would like the chance to fall in love with a new city.

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I can't wait for the new Anberlin album

I'm so so poor right now, its stressing me out so much

Boston is in 3 weeks.

French Kicks at the glasshouse on Jan 25th

other then that, dulls-ville, population : me

I think I will just leave you with a picture of my death eye....



effin creepy, aint it?!
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