The city is drowning.
The rain makes it so hard to see you.
Thoughts so cherished they flew off with the wind.
to an empty hand that never touched such warm skin
I never want to feel again. I never want to hear those words again.
and in our hearts the reasons why
blue skies never burned so bright.
-------
it refuses to stop raining.
I like rain, but this is absurd.
I read this book a while back about a climate change thats going to occur on the planet
it's kinda of a crazy book, but there are tons of proven facts about the nature of, well, nature
and how it has changed drastically in the past....
....kinda like The Day After Tomorrow which was based on the book called
The Coming Global Superstorm
...anyways, its freaking me out a tad.
I love Kathleen
likeanorchestra: i cant take much more of this rain however
chulupa.: i heard it was like noah's ark over there
chulupa.: instead of animals, take 2 of every type of boy
likeanorchestra: haHAHAHAHAHA
likeanorchestra: thats so perfect
likeanorchestra: its crazy though i was at work
likeanorchestra: and it was like a river of water down the god damn sidewalk
chulupa.: you need a boat!
chulupa.: captained by brandon boyd
likeanorchestra: I seriously wanted to make one and fucking float on it
likeanorchestra: OH MAN
likeanorchestra: i would be his first mate anyday
likeanorchestra: ....that was dirty
so I feel like some things in my life are clicking back where there are supposed to be.
there are still things that feel...upside down
so maybe those will re-adjust soon
hopefully.
I'll leave you with something you can read if you are as bored as I obviously am
Date: Jan 10th
Time: 4:30 AM
[[------BASICS------]]
[x] Name: Sarah Evan Doyle
[x] What does it mean: ummm....it's taken from an Irish princess
[x] Nickname: Doyle, O'Doyle Rules, McDarche, Klaus, S'Dice
[x] How did you get your nickname: Well the first two im sure are self Explanatory, Mcdarche comes from my friend Tharo..its a long story, Klaus is my roomates name for me cause we like to go to Ikea and pretend we are German spies trying to create our own furniture empire in Germany and thats my code name - hers is Sloan, and the last one my good friend mike came up with & i think its my favorite
[x] Gender: well biologically i'm female....
[x] Homo/Bi/Straight: yeah im a homo...SAPIAN...oh bad joke
[x] Single/Taken: oh very much single
[x] Age/DOB: 21, sept 5th 1983
[x] Location: Los Angeles, CA
[x] Digits: 949 433 5533 - yes please call me i love random people calling me, honest i do
[x] Sign: virgo
[[------APPERANCE------]]
[x] Eye Color: green
[x] Make-up: probably too much, but its fun aint it
[x] Hair color: dark brown and blonde
[x] Long or short hair: SHORT
[x] Height: 5'6
[x] Weight: 120-ish
[x] Tattoos: nope
[x] Piercings: I took them all out
[x] Nationality: white ass cracka
[[------FAVORITES------]]
[x] Shampoo: color vive
[x] Conditioner: same
[x] Body wash: lever 2000...i think
[x] Lotion: victorias secret, i dont think they make it anymore however
[x] Animal: kangaroo
[x] Fast food: wendys for sure
[x] Restaurant: Houstons
[x] Fruit: apple
[x] Vegetable: articokes and carrots
[x] Soda: pepsi
[x] Alcoholic drink: eh dont have one
[x] Cigarette: death
[x] Drug: film
[x] TV show: i dont watch tv anymore, but The OC- old shit like Sifl & Olly & saved by the bell - Pete and Pete - freaks and geeks - i love the 80's - THE MOTHER FUCKING X FILES (best show ever)
[x] Cartoon: the 80s spiderman series, aqua teen, south park, space ghost, x-men, pinky & the brain,
[x] Band: Incubus and the police
[x] Song: ever?....probably "every breath you take"
[[------CURRENT------]]
[x] Thought: I think i'm getting pink eye
[x] Music: the album leaf - streamside
[x] Food: nada
[x] Drink: water
[x] Clothing: bandana covering my hair, GJ sweater, pj pants
[x] Hairstyle: see above
[x] Mood: ill
[x] Shoes: socks
[[------HAVE YOU EVER------]]
[x] Done drugs: yes, unfortunetly...nothing serious though
[x] Drank alcohol: yeah
[x] Had sex: scandalous!...yes I have
[x] Stripped: hahaha! actually....yes
[x] Skinny dipped: noppe
[x] Fist fought: nope
[x] Broke a bone: i broke my nose 3 times
[[------WHAT MAKES YOU------]]
[x] Happy: lauren, incubus, my ipod, baseball, driving, matthew alan, my nor cal friends, talking to futureboy, boston, getting excited about new movies coming out, my dad, talking comic books with ryan...
[x] Angry: fakeness, car problems, jackass guys, "lets just be friends", stubborn people, unforgiving people, people in general haha,
[x] Depressed: losing friends, missing people, being lonesome, when the red sox lose,
[x] Nervous: new boys, seeing old friends(a good nervous,), first day of school
[x] Scared: failing, the future(well MY future...), heights, spiders, being alone...normal stuff y'know?
[[------WHO IS THE------]]
[x] Hottest guy: I know?....hmm actor boy, all my 209 friends are pretty attractive, brian (richie tenenbaum), matthew alan......the list continus
[x] Hottest chick: mos def Tharo & lauren
[x] Loudest: audrey
[x] Quietest: tharo
[x] Talented: lauren, matt m., blake
[x] Motherly: tharo
[x] Asshole: all my most recent romantic failures
[x] Druggie: i donthave any druggie friends
[x] Funniest:mike E. & lauren
[x] Annoying: haha sudrey, but only on the phone cause that girl can talk for hours. i still love her
[[------LOVE/SEX/RELATIONSHIPS------]]
[x] Do you have a crush: not really, well sorta...i hate to use the word "crush" though. its more like a ..."longing"
[x] What‘s their name: hahah...actorboy
[x] Do you have a boyfriend: negative
[x] What‘s their name:
[x] Do you have a girlfriend:
[x] What‘s their name:
[x] What age did you lose your virginity at: 17
[x] Do you regret it: not a bit
[x] How many sexual partners have you had: 4
[x] How many were guys: all of them thank you....well cept for that goat....
[x] How many were girls:
[x] How many guys have you kissed: HAHAHA! i think the last count was 38
[x] How many girls have you kissed: 2
[x] Have you ever thought about being Homosexual or Bisexual: everytime a guy is a jerkoff to me, i seriously consider it heh
[x] If you are a female: If you got pregnant and didn‘t want the child, would you abort it: that is all relative, whatever i say now Im sure it could be different if that, god forbid, every happen. wear a fucking condom people, its really easy
[x] If you’re a guy:
[[------OPINIONS------]]
[x] Abortion: I honestly make no judgements, that is completely personal.
[x] George Bush: Im so sick of talking about him and hearing about him, seriously
[x] Religion: not for me anymore
[x] Pre-marital sex: do it or dont do it, its up to you. I wanted to and Im happy with my decision
[x] Drugs: kinda suck
[x] War: is not healthy for children and other living things
[[------PREFRENCES------]]
[x] Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
[x] Kiss or Hug: kiss
[x] Small or Big: what are be talking about here, cause I would rather have a SMALL blockbuster fee but a very BIG chocolate cake...
[x] Decaf coffee or Regular: regular
[x] Deaf or blind: i couldnt live w/o music
[x] If you were condemned to death, would you rather burn or freeze to death: freeze
[[------BESTFRIEND------]]
[x] Who is your best friend: Lauren Bupp
[x] How old are they: 20
[x] How long have you known them: since the 8th grade, so 7 years
[x] Where did you meet: drama class in 8th grade
[x] Exactly how did you meet [[Give details]]: well we did Tom Sawyer together in the 8th grade and I had ZERO friends and she started talking to mer, god bless it, and the rest as they say is history
[x] Best memory: TOO MANY, but basically the entire summer before 9th grade where we rollerbladed everyday to the beach and obsessed over leonardo dicaprio & ate balboa bars and were our goofy selves.
[x] Worst memory: the 2 years in HS where we hardly spoke because she became a cheerleader & I was a big fucking dork
[x] What were your thoughts when you first met them: that she was weird, THANK GOD!
[x] Have your thoughts changed since then: hahah hell no
[x] Have they changed your life at all: I wouldnt be who I am today if it werent for her
[x] Have you done anything that you regret: I regret kinda being a bitch to her 9th grade when it wasnt necessary just stupid HS shit
[x] What do you regret:
[x] Is there anything you‘d like to tell them now: that I love her, and shes such a special person
[[------FAMILY------]]
[x] Father‘s name: Richard Gary Doyle
[x] What did/does he do for a living: hes an actor
[x] Mother‘s name: Diane Lee Doyle
[x] What did/does she do for a living: she is a director and a teacher
[x] Any sisters: sorta, not biological though
[x] Their names: Debra
[x] Their ages: 30
[x] Any brothers: one
[x] Their names: Brennan Cory Doyle AKA Bubba
[x] Their ages: 32
[x] Who do you live with:my best friend Lauren
[x] Do you get along with your parents: very much so
[x] Do you get along with your siblings: yep, the few times a year I can see him
Update : My eye is wicked infected AWESOME!
I got a new LAYOUT <---click there
please, go check it out. it is really rad, the picture is amazing
Thank You Kathleen!
over & out.