i'm not sure what the fuck is going on, but i want to leave right now.

everything is getting way to fucked up around here.

who loves life?

well, i'm trying to quit smoking.
5 days without any nicotine.

it takes 2 weeks to officially quit.
and a fucking lifetime to resist.
typing it, i crave it.
the color redz makes me miserable.

on a lighter note, i've been suspended for a few days.
and i've discovered some sort of pimple on my ear.
and... now its popped.

( i don't want it all back )

no one is crumbling.

and nothing is ever hidden.

AHH.

i sound like raja.

whom i love.
SO ITS CHILL.

yesterday my mother jumped out of my closet after i got off the phone with errrrN ( Read more... )

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