Is this considered an update?
So dead tired everyday I come home after work that I wonder if its worth it working so hard like that :/ but GAH, WHERE IS MY PAY WHERE IS MY PAY DAMN YOU MANAGEMENT ASDFGHJKLL T_____T I want to cry already sobs omg after the health checkup it doesn't seem like I lost weight even though I thought I did. I wanna go back to my size in J1 please D; D; D; D;
Work is tiring but fun I guess. Just don't like the occasional haughty or bitchy customer but what to do. And after this job I've learnt to be more tolerant I think I hope actually maybe not lol I think worse of people now ahahaha how disgusting people can be to others, their attitude. And the facade they put on sometimes gives me the shudders. Something to ponder on. Hmmmm.
And also, I realise I'm going here and there and making more friends, yay/nay? I don't know lol. But ahhhhh well. I guess it'll help in uni?? As in, being less afraid to approach others haha. So I guess it was a good thing I took up this job then. But it is so tiring ASDFGHKL and I feel guilty when I don't go for work and help out SOMEONE TELL ME TO STHAP
and on another note lolol was just talking about random stuff with another part timer and lolol honestly? I realised I'm such a bookworm man. Haha why so serious about studies sometimes idk why also. Perhaps kuz I've always been self dependent? LOL does this have any link to liking anyone hahaha. I think she was quite surprised to know that I've never had any crush on any guy in my class. Or other class. Lol I feel a bit weird though hahahaha but honestly don't have ley! How does a crush feel like ah. Maybe it's because I'm so preoccupied with 2D guys and the only 3D guys I drool after are idols and actors HAHAHAHA and all my fantasies will never ever happen one lorh.
So yeah. How do you know when you like someone?? :O
Hmmm.
Oh my gosh always thought that it looks very wrong if I don't write in proper English and proper sentences but then again I'm just rambling here hahahahaha I don't know kuz tweeting all these seems like imma spam twitter so I spam here lorh. Gosh.
I just wanna sleep now D;