So, I'm 37 weeks and 4 days. I'm terrified. I have so much anxiety about how I'm going to handle more responsibility when the baby is born. I keep wondering if anyone is going to offer to help or even not turn me down when I ask for help. Matt is so busy with work, but mostly I think it is just his knee-jerk reaction to his own stress level to ( Read more... )

so i've lost my mind. my kids got on my last nerve and jumped until i finally snapped. i have been so on edge today and yesterday, and i finally lost it this morning. with tears and general drama i broke down, leading matt to call his mom to watch the boys for a while. so, i am alone for the first time in 2 weeks(?), and honestly, i feel HUGE ( Read more... )