Embrace it, face it, chew it up and spit it out...
Lately everything has been one fast track of whirling insanity. From work to personel shit I haven't had much time for myself. I so want to just take a second to sit and breathe. Everything is tugging at me pushing and pulling me in directions I don't even know if are the directions I want. I try to pull away and just distance myself from the bullshit, but some how it's always still there. I want to everything to just stop for a minute and everyone and everything just to stop. I need my space and my time. I'm learning to deal with difficult times and people and trying not to let everything effect what just needs to get done, but it's hard to keep yourself on track. I need to just say no sometimes, but it's hard and sometimes it seems like I'm the only one that can do it and I am doing it despite what others try to do. I'm the only one that controls my bullshit, so I got to just stick to the plan and do it. heh, pep talk to myself, sometimes you need just that.