I had to call into work today because my panic attacks are pretty much ongoing, and I feel too scared to leave my house. I feel so pathetic about calling into work, knowing I am so much better than that.

But, me thinking that about myself isn't me, and it just goes to show I need to take my medications. All of them, not just some. I forgot to take ( Read more... )

Thomas is asleep and I am waking up. Sometimes I drink coffee, sometimes I don't. It all depends on what is going on in the day, and what I need to do. It's a lazy Saturday for us today. I think. It's nice to have a Saturday off together - I rarely get that. Now that work hours are cutting by a little bit I may have a few days with him now during ( Read more... )

I bought work clothes today - two pairs of paints for aournd $30, and 6 shirts for around $20. Also got some new shoes for around $16. I bought a more in depth tarot book that I'm going to read on the way to Thomas's parent's house ( Read more... )

I couldn't sleep last night - really not sure why. I was up for a while, and then Thomas woke up, so we tossed and turned a bit. Then he got all 'Master'-y, and we had sex at 4 am ( Read more... )