I'm having a hard time today. I figured it was because of the cloudy weather and staying inside. So, I asked for the car to go to goodwill to see if they had a jacket - they didn't. Now, I am at the library and I should be reading my book so I can get the second book ( Read more... )

I freaked out again tonight over my foot. It's doing okay, but if I put full pressure on it, it hurts, but only after I'd been up and walking around for an hour.

Thomas wanted me to walk into walmart, do things in there, and walk back. I was too afraid, because I don't want to call into work over a stupid pain in my foot.

Wrote a bit about the mean ( Read more... )

I just explained this to Thomas, and I think it's a good way to explain my head ( Read more... )

I called into work, and then I curled up in a ball and cried on our big beanbag in our room. I feel like such a failure for calling in just cause I feel a little depressed ( Read more... )

I came home early today from work. I couldn't focus on what I was doing, I felt weak and exhausted. Headache and sinus pain stuff ( Read more... )

I've been banned from the bedroom in hopes to help my depression. It's not that bad since I got a good night of rest last night, but still. I can't go in there longer than to get something, or get dressed ( Read more... )

Son of a bitch, this depressive mood will NOT go away.

I made an entry in my slave blog about it.

Just know that it's bothering me that I put Thomas through this. Gah.