such crap

[lightingtheday]

ok this is all such crap. how is it that nothing I ever try to do ever works out. nothing. not a flippin thing. everytime I make any sort of plans, they get royally screwed up. and not matter what the crap I do, nothing is ever good enough

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[valkyrie_scythe]

First of all, I'd like to say, stop being a snob to yourself. You say you were a snob when you were a freshman, and you're just being one to your past self now. If that makes any sense. You were a great person back then. So you were different. You didn't want to hurt anyone, you had a big, lovable heart, and you were nice. You had morals, and that's what counts. So what if you were snobby and weren't as popular. You were great, a great person, a great friend. Stop saying you were bad back then. You weren't. I don't mean you're not good now, either. You're a great person still. So you're older, so you've got cooler clothes, cooler friends. You're struggling with who you were and who everyone else is and trying to make the best compromise. So you are who you are and people get on your nerves. That's life, kiddo, get used to it. You are who you are and no one's ever going to change that. David talking to you won't change who you are; it might change your perspective. But you'll always be loveable Frannie. So you're not as responsible as people think you are. Big whoop. Don't turn into them, though. Even if you don't care....I care. I love my frannie. My snobby, thrift store clothes-wearing, know-it-all frannie. You were beautiful back then, you don't realize it, but you were. You still are, and you're growing up, and you're becoming a better person. Just don't try and be like everyone else; don't copy them. There isn't a point and you'll just get confused and forget who you are. So what if you're stuck here another year? It won't be so bad...sure it'll suck. If you get out to Austrialia, then hell, go. But just dont' beat your past selves up. They didn't know what you know now, okay? And you'll always be my wonderful frannie. :)