confused and a little down
ok so i was gonna post this last nite, buuuuut my computer hates me, and i didn't geel like dealin with it, so whatever. either way, this is it... hahaha
i didn't really realize how nice it was to talk to him every night until the night he didn't call.. i miss him a lot... ive been so busy lately, with no end in sight, and it seems like everyone else is just as busy. i havent seen shel in days, lauren in weeks, and marc in forever. i actually just got off the phone with marc- he and his fam are drivin will up to college tomorow.
davids comin down this weekend. that was the news he used to cheer me up after my horrible day of babysitting yesterday. and i was so cheered up. then i realized today that that i work both nites he'll be down. and he'll prolly be busy during the day. i am so bummed bc if he comes down and we dont even get to get together and hang out, itll be like the biggest let down. i can barely believe i'll get to see him in 2 days (i kno i'll at least get to spend a few mins with him). i had prepared myself for not bein able to see him for another 2 or 3 weeks, so 2 days is just unreal. i don't kno- i'm sure we'll figure somethin out about gettin together.
so i talked to miss deb today. yea. i don't feel like goin through all that we talked about, but it has me so confused. she reminded me of my commitments of 1 1/2 years ago. what to do?
work is ok. i hate closin bc i am sooo slow at it. it sucks. and i resent it all right now bc its gonna keep me from seein david on the nights this weeend....
i didn't really realize how nice it was to talk to him every night until the night he didn't call.. i miss him a lot... ive been so busy lately, with no end in sight, and it seems like everyone else is just as busy. i havent seen shel in days, lauren in weeks, and marc in forever. i actually just got off the phone with marc- he and his fam are drivin will up to college tomorow.
davids comin down this weekend. that was the news he used to cheer me up after my horrible day of babysitting yesterday. and i was so cheered up. then i realized today that that i work both nites he'll be down. and he'll prolly be busy during the day. i am so bummed bc if he comes down and we dont even get to get together and hang out, itll be like the biggest let down. i can barely believe i'll get to see him in 2 days (i kno i'll at least get to spend a few mins with him). i had prepared myself for not bein able to see him for another 2 or 3 weeks, so 2 days is just unreal. i don't kno- i'm sure we'll figure somethin out about gettin together.
so i talked to miss deb today. yea. i don't feel like goin through all that we talked about, but it has me so confused. she reminded me of my commitments of 1 1/2 years ago. what to do?
work is ok. i hate closin bc i am sooo slow at it. it sucks. and i resent it all right now bc its gonna keep me from seein david on the nights this weeend....