Letter Meme, Day Fifteen - The person you miss the most
Dear Ty,
Not a day of my life goes by that I don't miss you. Even when I'm at my happiest, there's still a part of me that feels like someone reached in and ripped out pieces that I need to be a whole person. Like my whole life since you left has been a long process of figuring out . . . not even how to live without you, but how to not die without you.
God, that sounds morbid. I hope you know what I mean.
I'm just so sorry, Ty. So, so, so sorry. I'm sorry I never told you I loved you. I'm sorry I didn't follow you fast enough to find you. I'm sorry I don't talk about you to people as much as I should. I've never figured out how to do that in a way that would make them understand how amazing you were, and how much I miss you, and how sorry I am that I failed you.
I love you, Tyrone Johnson. I'll never, ever stop loving you.
Please come back.
Love always,
Tandy
Your Dagger
Not a day of my life goes by that I don't miss you. Even when I'm at my happiest, there's still a part of me that feels like someone reached in and ripped out pieces that I need to be a whole person. Like my whole life since you left has been a long process of figuring out . . . not even how to live without you, but how to not die without you.
God, that sounds morbid. I hope you know what I mean.
I'm just so sorry, Ty. So, so, so sorry. I'm sorry I never told you I loved you. I'm sorry I didn't follow you fast enough to find you. I'm sorry I don't talk about you to people as much as I should. I've never figured out how to do that in a way that would make them understand how amazing you were, and how much I miss you, and how sorry I am that I failed you.
I love you, Tyrone Johnson. I'll never, ever stop loving you.
Please come back.
Love always,
Tandy
Your Dagger