Oct 19, 2004 23:10
I am using red because it fits my
mood at this point in time. I was in a really good mood today well
sorta. Lets do a rundown of what I did. First I got up went to Geology
to get weird looks from Trudy who was not at all being very nice and
making me feel dumb everytime I spoke.
Then her and I went to TacoBell for lunch where she continued to make me feel dumb.
After lunch we go to pick Heather and her little boy up.
We then go to Lily's house to get the spare key for her truck that I
had the day before arranged by her mom to leave for me outside.
After that we all head to Mac's Craft and Hobby to get decorations for
Lily's truck. While in there nobody wanted to make a decision to save
my life! It took forever to pick out streamers ribbon and a few helium
ballons, oh and silly string too. We still didn't have tape or
scissorsor normal ballons so we headed to the Dollar store which
happened to be across town.
2 hours later and much driving around we end up at Capital to decorate
Lily's truck for her B-day. We get it all done with literally one
minute to spare before school was out. The problem was I still needed
to get back to BSU for an appointment with my English teacher at 3:15
but still had Trudy, Heather and mini Troy in my car. Dropped them all
off and had 5 minutes to get to BSU. Oddly enough I was only 4 minutes
late. I was sick of driving and tired of the lack of decisions being
made. I tried so hard to get this put together. Erg!
So I asked Trudy to call me about a cake for Lily because Trudy had
mentioned earlier that it would be nice to take her down to TCBY and
have a cake there for her. Well I wanted some help on what kind of cake
to get. NO of coarse Trudy can't help me decide...or even contribut to
what to with it so I went and did it on my own. Turned out that they
didn't have anything close to what I wanted to get Lily. So I got and
ugly cake that had the filling I wanted in it with intention to take it
into TCBY for redocoration. We scraped all the frilly flowers off and
put a cute face on it for her. Just in time for me to go to Bible study
at 6:30. that went well though.
At 7:30 I call Lily and ask if she wanted to go to dinner... she
said sure and we went to Red Robin. Trudy joined us but didn't eat
anything. Oh I was driving again on this adventure too.
So Lily wanted to go to Target after dinner... in turn where once again
I am made out to be the stupid annoying one. None of us bought anything
amazingly enough.
Well I still needed to get Lily down to TCBY to surprise her with the
cake. SO we head down there to have my car stall completely with no
steering or anything in the parking lot thank goodness! Pissed off at
my car we head in to TCBY to give Lily her cake. It had overheated too
much so I poured 3 1/2 gallons of water into it. It works fine now.
Yeah so Lily gets here cake and guess what its not raspberry filled
like it had said! All that work of redecorating for nothing! I was so
angry!!! After more of feeling alienated and stupid while we sing and
talk about Lily's day... I go to take Lily home where she is all
depressed. I asked her why and she said she "just is"... WHAT THE
HELL!!!! I ran around all freakin day to make her birthday special and
she is depressed!!!! Just made me so BLAH. Why do I even try....
K venting over...