Apr 28, 2004 20:43
First Chelsea is having problems with Chris, and now I'm having problems with my Dave. I dunno...I just don't know anything anymore...
I love him more than anything in the world. I just sometimes think that I am putting more thought into the relationship than he is. I love him so freaking much. It just kills me everytime he says or does something that hurts me this bad. All I need out of life is to feel loved...and it's been getting harder and harder to feel that way anymore. I just wish that I could understand him more.
I know that the reason this hurts so bad is because I love him so much. It's just crazy. I shouldn't let myself get hurt like this. I should be more defensive...but I can't be like that with him. I love him too much and I would never risk hurting him.
Life's a bitch. I just want to kick it in the ass!!
Barely surviving....
Marie