Sick and tired of it.
Do you have a friend that seems to just want to hang out with you whenever it's conveinient for them. One that doesn't seem to care about you at all. A "friend" that you love to death but are starting to wish that they would just leave you alone. A friend that does all this, but some how makes you feel really rotten for thinking all these things?
Yeah, I have one. It's just really hard to deal with that. I feel like I'm being put aside from everything else because everything else in her life is more important than I am. I mean, sorry to be so melodramatic, but I just can't take it anymore. It's almost the end of the semester though, so I should be able to handle it.
I guess I'll get over it. I mean, what the hell, I'm Marie, I have to get over it. It's my job to be motherly, mature, and understanding. Marie doesn't have bad days nor does she get upset about stupid shit that takes hold of her life and runs away with it.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick and tired of pretending that everything is okay and that I'm not thinking the things that I'm thinking right now. I mean, there is so much that I would just love to shout at the top of my lungs. I just want to scream and shout these things that are so horrible or amazing that it's tearing me up inside that I'm the only one who knows about them! I just wish that everyone could know and understand the wonderful and horrific things that are going through my mind right now.
Yeah, I know..."Blah de frickin blah...stop feeling sorry for yourself...everyone has problems..." I know I'm moping, I just need to vent. There is so much going on right now that I just need to let off some steam. I just need a good vent and I'll be all set!
GEEZE O'PEATS!!
Just get some sleep
Marie
Yeah, I have one. It's just really hard to deal with that. I feel like I'm being put aside from everything else because everything else in her life is more important than I am. I mean, sorry to be so melodramatic, but I just can't take it anymore. It's almost the end of the semester though, so I should be able to handle it.
I guess I'll get over it. I mean, what the hell, I'm Marie, I have to get over it. It's my job to be motherly, mature, and understanding. Marie doesn't have bad days nor does she get upset about stupid shit that takes hold of her life and runs away with it.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick and tired of pretending that everything is okay and that I'm not thinking the things that I'm thinking right now. I mean, there is so much that I would just love to shout at the top of my lungs. I just want to scream and shout these things that are so horrible or amazing that it's tearing me up inside that I'm the only one who knows about them! I just wish that everyone could know and understand the wonderful and horrific things that are going through my mind right now.
Yeah, I know..."Blah de frickin blah...stop feeling sorry for yourself...everyone has problems..." I know I'm moping, I just need to vent. There is so much going on right now that I just need to let off some steam. I just need a good vent and I'll be all set!
GEEZE O'PEATS!!
Just get some sleep
Marie