Gimme sympathy after all of this is gone
I never write anything that makes any sense. I am emotional and immature girl, at least from this journal.
But here's the thing... I'm generally not. I've become grossly heartless in the last year or so. It's sad and probably what is more sad is that I simply cannot deny it. I'm heartless because it hurts not to be. I'm heartless because I don't know how to feel anymore, and I'm not in the mood to just give in to my feelings anymore. It's easier to feel nothing than to get hurt.
I need to slow it down so much that I might as well throw it in reverse.
...A woman so heartless
But here's the thing... I'm generally not. I've become grossly heartless in the last year or so. It's sad and probably what is more sad is that I simply cannot deny it. I'm heartless because it hurts not to be. I'm heartless because I don't know how to feel anymore, and I'm not in the mood to just give in to my feelings anymore. It's easier to feel nothing than to get hurt.
I need to slow it down so much that I might as well throw it in reverse.
...A woman so heartless