Breathe and release into 1000 pieces...
There seems to be no amount of catharsis that can calm me these days. Absolutely nothing is helping. And by "nothing", I mean freaking out by myself and really getting nothing accomplished. Every single day seems to present another stumbling block for me, however small.
I can't even find enough words to express how I feel. I don't think I have ever felt more disappointed in myself.
I also increasingly feel like I present a totally different person to most people. Hardly anyone knows what I am really thinking, and it's getting to be sad. I hate to present any of my friends in a negative light, but things these days are just feeling quite superficial. There have been precious few moments I have felt real and secure lately.
I can't even find enough words to express how I feel. I don't think I have ever felt more disappointed in myself.
I also increasingly feel like I present a totally different person to most people. Hardly anyone knows what I am really thinking, and it's getting to be sad. I hate to present any of my friends in a negative light, but things these days are just feeling quite superficial. There have been precious few moments I have felt real and secure lately.