May 06, 2003 18:19
Hey people.
I've noticed that I dont see this journal so much as a journal as a communication tool for people to read my life. Of course I'm sure not many others see it the same, but then, posting is just that, otherwise, a real journal would be much more effective.
Life is going incredibly well at the moment. I really can't see anything wrong, summer is around the corner, and I have an apartment waiting for me June 1st. That will be fun, my own rooms, including a nice kitchen. For those of you who don't know, I love cooking. It's such a wonderful feeling to make your own food. I guess because if you screw it up, it's a learning experience rather than "yell at someone" experience. The way I see it anyways.
So I'm turned on 24/7 anymore. This is my only problem anymore. I feel the need to be sexual all the time. Not so much for my benefit as anyone else's. I like pleasing more than being pleased. Especially since it is so hard for me to get off. Lauren can't keep up with me. This is probably why I have a thing for wanting a slave. Someone that likes to be controlled and used, and the like, excetera....Any takers? Heh. I'm actually being serious here. Though in this case, the slave thing would have to wait till we get some sort of house, instead of apartment. I can say right now, slaves would be well-treated, cared for, and loved. So don't think its a purely sexual thing. It isn't.
Alright, well that's an update on my life, feel free to comment!