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So Roommates suck ass. Why cant i just get a normal roommate. Or maybe its me.Maybe they are all good people and i am just horrible to live with. ya never know i guess. So my new roomie.is talkin about movin to tempe now. that kinda fucks me.I want out of my apts. so bad. but if i leave i have to sign a new lease somewhere for 6-12months. which i cant do.
what i get in the apt and i find out my dad gets real sick and i have to go to SC. what then. fuck my credit?
i am so over all this shit.
maybe its best that i do get the fuck out of here.
earlier today was cool. i got to hand out with the ex. it was so cool. we both just chilled like friends. talked alot and watched someflicks. the only bad part about it was that i kept watching her watch t.v. and i wanted to hold her. nothing sexual just feel her warmth in my arms. god i am sappy. that threw me for a ringer. but besides me being stupid it was a an all around good time.
what i get in the apt and i find out my dad gets real sick and i have to go to SC. what then. fuck my credit?
i am so over all this shit.
maybe its best that i do get the fuck out of here.
earlier today was cool. i got to hand out with the ex. it was so cool. we both just chilled like friends. talked alot and watched someflicks. the only bad part about it was that i kept watching her watch t.v. and i wanted to hold her. nothing sexual just feel her warmth in my arms. god i am sappy. that threw me for a ringer. but besides me being stupid it was a an all around good time.