Nov 10, 2004 14:55
I definately want to start sucking my thumb and curl up in a fetal position. I guess I really shouldn't have spent so much time stressing about the boy because he just totally blew me off. I deserve this somehow. My pride is hurt more than my feelings. I really want to inform him that I never thought he was all that cute AND he has paunch! But of course I can't do anything of the sort. I just have to shake my head and say 'cool, ciao!' So much for trying. You know what, I think this experience SUCKS!