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lifelessteen7

Another late night story...

Jul 04, 2006 03:07

Well it's the 4th of July. Another day gone by without me remembering half of it. Another day without sleep. I wonder if I'm going to get my shit together. All this anger inside, like a ticking time-bomb. I can feel the time shorten day by day whenever something bothers me and I do nothing. I don't talk. I don't cry. I don't stop myself from doing ( Read more... )

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descending_boy July 4 2006, 11:25:13 UTC

okay, now that I've got your number, I can invite you over and we can punch things. Or at least talk about things.

lifelessteen7 July 5 2006, 19:50:50 UTC

That sounds good. I'd really like that. My mom is going to be in Georgia from the 6th-11th. So either call me and I'll come to your place or you guys can come here. But yea just call so we will get everything all situated.

gelabean169 July 4 2006, 15:06:30 UTC

I never even knew half of those things about you and your family. You write well.

Don't give up?

(PS - When you and Andrew hang out (which had better be soon!) maybe I will butt in and come too, yeah? We need to hang out in the next two weeks before I go away to Cali!)

lifelessteen7 July 5 2006, 19:52:37 UTC

Yea, I do a good job at hiding my real self don't I? Thanks for the complement on my writing skills. And yea you should hang with us. That would be great.

_________shhh July 4 2006, 17:46:47 UTC

1. Definetly don't give up, you're too smart to let that happen.
2. Sorry about your family, but maybe bonding with your sister wouldn't be such a bad thing...? Maybe just give it a try?
3. Stop bottling everything up, I know that is really hypocritical of me to say and I know it can be hard to talk to people, but you should really try, it helps... a lot. :)

lifelessteen7 July 5 2006, 19:55:13 UTC

Thanks for the encouragement, I really appreciate it. And I can't help bottling everything, it's the only way I know do solve anything, otherwise I'd stop.

badger_weasel July 8 2006, 14:51:55 UTC

Joey I wish you could find some kind of hobby that you really like doing, (besides drugs..?) and do that when you feel like crap. Maybe give your sister a chance and talk to her about how you feel, maybe she felt lonely being separated from you? If I were there I would hug you and hang with you at Andrews or whatever. Instead of bottling, VENT!! Scream and yell and kick and kill things. But don't do drugs, too much.

seriousla July 29 2006, 23:11:37 UTC

srsly took me too long to find your lj.