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I can't wait for school to start, It's funny how bored, lonely, lazy one may get without having a job and something to do. Sometimes we take things in our life for granted and it's not until they disappear for a little that you realize what a huge impact they were and are on your life.
So now it's just a waiting game, I go to Bubba Gumps on Monday for orientation, hopefully I'll get through It pretty quick and start pulling in some money. I think that it'll be a decent job, so I'm crossing my fingers, I basically have no funds in my bank which means I need the green.
The whole school thing, FINALLY has been taken care of, I am technically enrolled and have my major to Buisness Marketing, what sucks though Is I still have to take all my pre-reqs do to due to changing my major. Meeh when winter comes along Im going to try to take a class or two at a local community, need to get out of school and into the real world.
Other then that life is whatever, filled with a lot of boredom, confusion and what-nots, it's cool, it's still better than it was a month ago. Things will get better because I'm done playing games, priorities are going to come back in-hand, can't party, drink and fuck around all your life..right? Still want to do certain things that I want to work on, like visiting my family especially now that my dad has moved away, I might not show it but that has fucked me up, I just don't get it, thats a whole other story though... I really! really want to go to church, I've started reading the bible, maybe of boredom but also I guess I just can not, can not be around or be so negative anymore. It's not healthy to live a life in utter sadness.
This journal shit has really been helping me out a lot though, I never saw myself writing so much in such a short period of time.. haha I feel like flipping Dougie Howser..It makes feel good to know that I have all this down, the good, the bad, the random thoughts, the strange, the things I want to say. After every blog I feel like that chapter or thought is put to rest, well sort of, it's weird. All I know that I can't wait for flipping school and work. haha So life if you ain't gonna treat me right here's a big fat =)
So now it's just a waiting game, I go to Bubba Gumps on Monday for orientation, hopefully I'll get through It pretty quick and start pulling in some money. I think that it'll be a decent job, so I'm crossing my fingers, I basically have no funds in my bank which means I need the green.
The whole school thing, FINALLY has been taken care of, I am technically enrolled and have my major to Buisness Marketing, what sucks though Is I still have to take all my pre-reqs do to due to changing my major. Meeh when winter comes along Im going to try to take a class or two at a local community, need to get out of school and into the real world.
Other then that life is whatever, filled with a lot of boredom, confusion and what-nots, it's cool, it's still better than it was a month ago. Things will get better because I'm done playing games, priorities are going to come back in-hand, can't party, drink and fuck around all your life..right? Still want to do certain things that I want to work on, like visiting my family especially now that my dad has moved away, I might not show it but that has fucked me up, I just don't get it, thats a whole other story though... I really! really want to go to church, I've started reading the bible, maybe of boredom but also I guess I just can not, can not be around or be so negative anymore. It's not healthy to live a life in utter sadness.
This journal shit has really been helping me out a lot though, I never saw myself writing so much in such a short period of time.. haha I feel like flipping Dougie Howser..It makes feel good to know that I have all this down, the good, the bad, the random thoughts, the strange, the things I want to say. After every blog I feel like that chapter or thought is put to rest, well sort of, it's weird. All I know that I can't wait for flipping school and work. haha So life if you ain't gonna treat me right here's a big fat =)