A real journal entry

Jul 19, 2005 22:07

This seems like an endless summer, which, in fact, is not a bad thing at all. I'm surprisingly enjoying it...a lot. It started off shitty, which was completely expected, since I started working 40 hours a week a day after my vacation started. Plus, the whole parental situation that I wasn't fully used to. But it has turned out A O K.

Friends...nothing has changed really (which is very good)...we're not with each other 24-7 like we're used to, but the time we do spend together is well spent and enjoyable. It seems like we're unbreakable...put us through anything...moving, singing, dancing, divorce, working, traveling separately and or together, alcohol, laughs, tears...you name it, we've surpassed it and bonded even more over it.
I've also made new friends. A few that I have come to adore and cherish for the rest of my life. My fellow friends from Israel, specially those I keep in touch with. And my unexpected friends I have made at work. Specially one...whom I've been told (by her) that I am her "Mini Me". So weird, but so true. I love her. She doesn't know it, but she's made me open my mind unto a new side of life that has been hidden from me. And, she's showed me that you can be 31 and still party your little fanny.
I've rekindled some old friendships which is always a plus. It's so much fun reminiscing about the past and using it to mold a friendship happening in the present and hopefully in the future.

Work...yes, filing is boring and yes, I've done it for eight hours straight. But I have done much more than that...which to most people would still be boring, but I somehow make it more intriguing for myself since that's what I'm stuck doing. I have though, learned quite a ton about law and everything that goes with being a lawyer. All the behind the scene stuff that really does interest me.

Relationships...still haven't found the one who will (I know this for a fact) sweep me off my feet. Well, I might have, but he found someone else. And he lives really far away...about a 12 hour plane ride. Once he found her, I didn't say a word. I can't, specially if that someone is my friend.
My feelings fluctuate every day...for old relationships specially. I will always have some sort of feelings for him. Right now, I like hanging out with him, but again, he lives far away so yeah.

Enough about my life for now... I have to run.
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