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All of a sudden a wave of sadness came over me. I've been feeling so weird lately. I go from being very high to very low. I've been so hyper and excited then within a matter of hours I'm sad. I wonder what's going on......
I've decided I need Xanax for my anxiety issues with riding in the car with people. I mean, you'd think after over a year I'd be normal again but I'm just as nervous about being a passenger. It's actually very annoying. This doesn't happen to most people in a wreck. I'm weird.
Last night was fun. It made me very happy that we made Brandon's night. I knew that song would make him feel good. It made it even better since there were 3 prospective students sitting in there. They didn't know how to react. It was great.
I went to pilates today with Melissa. It was soooo relaxing. I wish I could go on Wednesdays too. Stupid fucking Research Methods 3 hour lab. Yuck. Pilates is SO much better.
Starting tomorrow I am meditating for 5-10 minutes before class. I just wish I had a more private place. I need a place like the art room. I loved it there. You feel so isolated and I definitely can't get that on campus.
I've decided I need Xanax for my anxiety issues with riding in the car with people. I mean, you'd think after over a year I'd be normal again but I'm just as nervous about being a passenger. It's actually very annoying. This doesn't happen to most people in a wreck. I'm weird.
Last night was fun. It made me very happy that we made Brandon's night. I knew that song would make him feel good. It made it even better since there were 3 prospective students sitting in there. They didn't know how to react. It was great.
I went to pilates today with Melissa. It was soooo relaxing. I wish I could go on Wednesdays too. Stupid fucking Research Methods 3 hour lab. Yuck. Pilates is SO much better.
Starting tomorrow I am meditating for 5-10 minutes before class. I just wish I had a more private place. I need a place like the art room. I loved it there. You feel so isolated and I definitely can't get that on campus.