Jan 18, 2005 21:05
Today was the first day of classes... nothing to mention there. I had a good walk with Michael. It felt really nice to walk. I wish it was warmer so I could do that more often.
I've been here four days but I want to go home. I miss the solitude. Maybe I'm just feeling depressed but I really want to curl up on my couch at home and read a book until 2 am. For some reason, this semester doesn't feel right to me.
I'm really upset that I missed the deadline for studying abroad. I know I've told people about it but I don't think anyone understands how much I've wanted this. It sucks to think I may never get to live abroad. I can't believe I'm such an idiot.
Taking a semester off is sounding really good right now.