like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance.
i suppose that overall it was a lovely weekend. i loved friday before my meet. it think colby inspires me a lot, and he does it without me realizing its happening (which makes it nicer).
my meets are never fun but i got first place four times (shh, its okay that the team we were swimming against isnt that good...)
my dad put snow tires on my car saturday. rock.
basically, my saturday with hannah, dave, alicia, charlie, and lucy can be summed up as follows:
today was procrastination mixed with pretending to study mixed with coconut pineapple squares, choking down mushrooms, being entirely too goofy, and driving on gas i dont have...and it was all misted over with a general air of spaciness that made everything feel like it was about two inches further away from my reach than it really was. if you know what i mean...
just...concerning this week...i cant decide if i should:
a) suck it up, work, and be done with it
b)completely blow it off and love having no weight on my shoulders
c)run away from home for 5 days.
i think its going to end up being a cross between a and b with a heavier emphasis on b. c is always an option too these days though.
ive changed my mind so much i cant even trust it
my mind changed me so much i cant even trust myself
my meets are never fun but i got first place four times (shh, its okay that the team we were swimming against isnt that good...)
my dad put snow tires on my car saturday. rock.
basically, my saturday with hannah, dave, alicia, charlie, and lucy can be summed up as follows:
today was procrastination mixed with pretending to study mixed with coconut pineapple squares, choking down mushrooms, being entirely too goofy, and driving on gas i dont have...and it was all misted over with a general air of spaciness that made everything feel like it was about two inches further away from my reach than it really was. if you know what i mean...
just...concerning this week...i cant decide if i should:
a) suck it up, work, and be done with it
b)completely blow it off and love having no weight on my shoulders
c)run away from home for 5 days.
i think its going to end up being a cross between a and b with a heavier emphasis on b. c is always an option too these days though.
ive changed my mind so much i cant even trust it
my mind changed me so much i cant even trust myself