"i was cured all right...."
do you remember that time when things were really wonderful and i loved who i was immersing myself with?
and that time when i was getting sick, and ignoring it...
and also that time when i realized my house is merely a submarine immersed in a big ocean of negativity
or remember when i couldnt decide if i was happy or sad without getting that feeling like im going to explode before i ever reach and conclusion
and do you remember feeling like you were getting comfortable feeling so distant, and productive only in very unconventional ways, and like youre further from things that wont make you better but within reach of the things that will, and thats why you think your life lately has been beautiful(in both the good and bad sense of the word)?
because i do...because its right now.
[i watch the people as they pass enclosed inside their cars, on their faces just anger or disappointment. i start wishing their was something i could offer them. a consolation? what could i offer them?]
and that time when i was getting sick, and ignoring it...
and also that time when i realized my house is merely a submarine immersed in a big ocean of negativity
or remember when i couldnt decide if i was happy or sad without getting that feeling like im going to explode before i ever reach and conclusion
and do you remember feeling like you were getting comfortable feeling so distant, and productive only in very unconventional ways, and like youre further from things that wont make you better but within reach of the things that will, and thats why you think your life lately has been beautiful(in both the good and bad sense of the word)?
because i do...because its right now.
[i watch the people as they pass enclosed inside their cars, on their faces just anger or disappointment. i start wishing their was something i could offer them. a consolation? what could i offer them?]