i just have no idea what to do.
so im sick. which blows, since i havnt been sick since last winter. today is sort of foggy in my mind...i was tired and barely functioning. i did audition for the play though, i hope i get a part. i wont be crushed if i dont but i wont lie, i would be mildly disappointed if i didnt. i have no homework since im going on the dart day tomorrow.
this this weekend was crazy go nuts. in a good way. i dont know...im not sure if i can exactly reflect on it yet.
friday: wills house (more to come perhaps...?)
saturday: woke up from sleeping at wills. went out to breakfast. went home to sleep. hung out with nick. saw school of rock. IT RULED. holy awesome movie. anyone tell me if you want to go again cus im all for it.
sunday: went down to see liz at exeter with will and nick. man i miss her. what an amazing campus though. im going to make the trip more often i think.
so yes. there is something i really need to talk about...and before about 10 minutes ago it was only mildly weighing on my conscience, and now it is a lot. and just...relationships can get so complicated and im at a point where i have to make a decision about what is important and best for me right now...as well as what is the "right" thing. and ive never had to before and i dont know what to do. i just...feel so mixed up inside.
and the ridiculous part is that all this confusion isnt even stemming from a bad situation...its all coming from two great situations, but they just cant help but clash in my head.
im thinking about making my journal friends only so that i dont have to talk about my problems in such a vague and round-about way, and i can actually explain what im talking about. agree? disagree??
lyrics of song currently playing as i finish my livejournal that vaguely give an impression of my mood:
"tell me what you thought about when you were gone, and so alone.
the worst is over and you can have the best of me.
we got older, but we're still young.
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up"
this this weekend was crazy go nuts. in a good way. i dont know...im not sure if i can exactly reflect on it yet.
friday: wills house (more to come perhaps...?)
saturday: woke up from sleeping at wills. went out to breakfast. went home to sleep. hung out with nick. saw school of rock. IT RULED. holy awesome movie. anyone tell me if you want to go again cus im all for it.
sunday: went down to see liz at exeter with will and nick. man i miss her. what an amazing campus though. im going to make the trip more often i think.
so yes. there is something i really need to talk about...and before about 10 minutes ago it was only mildly weighing on my conscience, and now it is a lot. and just...relationships can get so complicated and im at a point where i have to make a decision about what is important and best for me right now...as well as what is the "right" thing. and ive never had to before and i dont know what to do. i just...feel so mixed up inside.
and the ridiculous part is that all this confusion isnt even stemming from a bad situation...its all coming from two great situations, but they just cant help but clash in my head.
im thinking about making my journal friends only so that i dont have to talk about my problems in such a vague and round-about way, and i can actually explain what im talking about. agree? disagree??
lyrics of song currently playing as i finish my livejournal that vaguely give an impression of my mood:
"tell me what you thought about when you were gone, and so alone.
the worst is over and you can have the best of me.
we got older, but we're still young.
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up"