this post could take a few different directions...ill try to stick with the less pathetic one.
everyone is making me so unhappy right now. people are all depressed, and im letting it get to me. i cant even tell if im happy or unhappy anymore...because everyone other peoples negative emotions are making me pessimistic.
i wish i was strong enough to stand confidently with how i feel...because right now i just let people make or break me. i get no satisfaction from accomplishing something for myself, i just let other peoples mood change mine.
eh. whatever. i could draw this post and make it much more woe is me but ill stop right now cus i dont feel like pitying myself tonight.
except to say that i havnt talked to reese in a really long time...so that situation feels kind of dead. but what was i expecting really? fuck me for letting myself be so idealistic sometimes.
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so i hung out with hannah today and it was really good. i like talking to her cus i feel like we are pretty much on the same page with a lot of what we believe. not everything, but some things. we got stuff to tie dye and were going to tomorrow. rock.
im working for wills mom tomorrow night to help serve people at her dinner party. it should be good...hes great and i like getting money. lucy is coming too. score.
all right. i dont feel like typing anymore.
i wish i was strong enough to stand confidently with how i feel...because right now i just let people make or break me. i get no satisfaction from accomplishing something for myself, i just let other peoples mood change mine.
eh. whatever. i could draw this post and make it much more woe is me but ill stop right now cus i dont feel like pitying myself tonight.
except to say that i havnt talked to reese in a really long time...so that situation feels kind of dead. but what was i expecting really? fuck me for letting myself be so idealistic sometimes.
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so i hung out with hannah today and it was really good. i like talking to her cus i feel like we are pretty much on the same page with a lot of what we believe. not everything, but some things. we got stuff to tie dye and were going to tomorrow. rock.
im working for wills mom tomorrow night to help serve people at her dinner party. it should be good...hes great and i like getting money. lucy is coming too. score.
all right. i dont feel like typing anymore.