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Last night was actually one of the best times I've had since I got to college. I cleared my mind, stopped being paranoid, and just let myself have fun. There was nothing holding me back, just as there never should be. It took some time but i think i finally exorcised the demons that were haunting my thoughts. Those demons that would not let me just clear my mind and see things for what they are. I can finally tell myself to accept the obvious and not go searching for someone hidden meaning to everything, and that is amazing. Yay for last night, and yay for finally coming to my senses.