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i just dont know anything anymore.
why is it that the one thing that i had had so much faith in had to to be the one thing that blew up in my face?
fuck faith, and hope, and all the rest. i just want a break from the pain. that's it. i think i've paid enough for my wrongdoings... and i just want to the pain to stop.
but we all know what would have to happen for that to occur...
i'm so tired and sad that i don't know what to do with myself.
why is it that the one thing that i had had so much faith in had to to be the one thing that blew up in my face?
fuck faith, and hope, and all the rest. i just want a break from the pain. that's it. i think i've paid enough for my wrongdoings... and i just want to the pain to stop.
but we all know what would have to happen for that to occur...
i'm so tired and sad that i don't know what to do with myself.