Everything's not lost...
So today was a bad day. I don't know exactly what made it a bad day. Maybe it was the heat. Or the heat induced headache. Or the fact that the heat induced headache confined me to bed (in my air-conditioned room), meaning that I didn't go into the office and didn't get anything accomplished today. And the summer had been so great so far... bad days just pop up out of nowhere.
I guess I should have sort of seen it coming though. Life has been going so well for so long. It's really only fair that I have one bad day out of about 90 (because man, the past three months have really been great!!) Plus, little things have been adding up, the kind of things that don't really bother you that much when they come by themselves, but when there are about twenty, that's when they get to you.
There are some pretty obvious things that are bothering me, but I'm not going to get into any of that. No need to obesess over depressing stuff and make people read it (although I have subjected a few people to it, whom I am very grateful for and owe big time). What I want to say is that yeah, I had a bad day, but maybe I need one of those once in awhile to ground myself and reflect on who I am and why. But tomorrow is going to be a good day. And the day after that, and the day after that.
"When I counted up my demons
Saw there was one for every day
With the good ones on my shoulders
I drove the other ones away
So if you ever feel neglected
And if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost...
Sing out, yeah
Everything's not lost..."
Love,
Lindz
I guess I should have sort of seen it coming though. Life has been going so well for so long. It's really only fair that I have one bad day out of about 90 (because man, the past three months have really been great!!) Plus, little things have been adding up, the kind of things that don't really bother you that much when they come by themselves, but when there are about twenty, that's when they get to you.
There are some pretty obvious things that are bothering me, but I'm not going to get into any of that. No need to obesess over depressing stuff and make people read it (although I have subjected a few people to it, whom I am very grateful for and owe big time). What I want to say is that yeah, I had a bad day, but maybe I need one of those once in awhile to ground myself and reflect on who I am and why. But tomorrow is going to be a good day. And the day after that, and the day after that.
"When I counted up my demons
Saw there was one for every day
With the good ones on my shoulders
I drove the other ones away
So if you ever feel neglected
And if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost...
Sing out, yeah
Everything's not lost..."
Love,
Lindz