hell yes....
no perticular reason to write... perhaps to keep my fingers from freezing in this office... maybe its to make myslef feel less like the data entry drone that i have morphed into lately... i've got lots to do... yet nothing is a pressing issue so i am not driven to do anything truly productive...i do just enough to get by...
school is slipping.. did i really think that i could be a good student? really... ha!
looking for that seond job still... fingers crossed.
i'm excited for the trip to NY in august... it should prove to be a really good time. i'm really excited for my birthday. even though EVERY one of my friends has told me its nothing like you had hoped it would be... i'm still excited. and even if i stay excited for just that one day... it was worth every moment of the past 21 years that i spent thinking about THIS birthday. no plans yet (sigh)... $5 says i go to dinner with aja and kim and thats it. oh well... i'll go buy a case of beer or something.
i feel old, but i dont... i shouldnt, but i want to...but it doesn't really matter. anyway... i should get my shit together... really figure out my schedule for the fall... work, sorority... if i'll have any time to play with my friends...
being busy is good, but i would love nothing more than to go home and relax and do nothing for a few days. not going to happen... but its a nice thought, huh?
what am i doing all of this for? i hope its all worth it when it matters!
school is slipping.. did i really think that i could be a good student? really... ha!
looking for that seond job still... fingers crossed.
i'm excited for the trip to NY in august... it should prove to be a really good time. i'm really excited for my birthday. even though EVERY one of my friends has told me its nothing like you had hoped it would be... i'm still excited. and even if i stay excited for just that one day... it was worth every moment of the past 21 years that i spent thinking about THIS birthday. no plans yet (sigh)... $5 says i go to dinner with aja and kim and thats it. oh well... i'll go buy a case of beer or something.
i feel old, but i dont... i shouldnt, but i want to...but it doesn't really matter. anyway... i should get my shit together... really figure out my schedule for the fall... work, sorority... if i'll have any time to play with my friends...
being busy is good, but i would love nothing more than to go home and relax and do nothing for a few days. not going to happen... but its a nice thought, huh?
what am i doing all of this for? i hope its all worth it when it matters!