IM NOT CHRIS!!! BUT PLEASE READ! I BEG OF ALL OF YOU. ALL HIS FRIENDS!
Like i said im not chris. Im not going to say who i am to save my own hide. I fear this kid and i don't need him attacking me. Chris, im sorry i stole your password but i think its important for you to hear this since whenever people talk to you, you hardly like to listen. This way, you have no choice but to hear me out.
Everyone else who reads this, i thank you. You are truly a good friend to this kid. Read all of this and please comment on this so he knows that you care no matter his relationship with you.
Chris,
wow. Just wow. Look at you now. I never thought i would see you this way. You were always so full of love in your heart. You have shared your kindness with more than half of the people you know and believe it or not, you saved some of us, kid. Can't you see it? Look at how many people you got off drugs. Look at how many people you got to stop cutting themselves. Look at how many people want to change their lives around because they met you. And you still feel like your nothing? Your an angel, a saint. We all love being around you.
I know you got alot of problems going on in your life. Your family is falling apart. Its killing you inside, i know it is! We see it everyday. You try to act so tough like nothing can hurt you. I know you love acting intimadting, you admit it. You love for people to fear you just so you can feel like your something rather than nothing. It keeps people off your back and you have a certain control over some. But its within your eyes. You can lie a million times to us that your fine. Mister,
"Are you kidding, Im chris. Im always fine."
But your eyes say it all. your falling inside and you still feel like your nothing. We know you hurt inside and everytime someone questions you, you become so defensive in peoples faces you start actng like an asshle just to get them to stop questioning you. And you run for the cover of the computer and then spill your guts out. Its when people can't question you to your face are you willing to talk.
And those shades. You love wearing your sunglasses. Even in the dark, or in a building. So we all know its not to keep the sun out... but rather us. You rather us not see how bad its tearing you inside. I knew you were smart enough to figure out your eyes gave you away all the time. What your feeling is way worst than you share on this journal or myspace.
You feel empty inside. You have a hole in you and you say you don't know whats missing? How about someone to share your life with? Ok... You like to get a girlfriend every once in a while, but your so quick to keep them out of your life. you live by the day and the minute they want to talk about your family, past, or youin general, you answer in little words and try to change the subject... try to keep us out. And its not just with these girls, its with youe friends, best friends, aquantinces, ANYONE!
You dont like talking about yourself. I know it, you know it, they know it. You think your a nobody and you dont notice any good qualities about yourself *except your hair of course*. You need to give yourself a little credit.
YOU ARE AN AMAZING, KID! I truly wish we were related... blood brothers. Think about it. You can brighten Almost anyones day up. You put other people before yourself though you like to act selfish to cover it up. Your kind~hearted. You are pretective of your friends and you make sure to watch over your friends no matter what way. Whether its by keeping them from doing bad stuff, keeping them from failing, or standing in the middle between them and someone who wants to hurt them...literly. Yes chris, i heard about that incident no need to deny it. You are the only guy i know who treats a women the way she needs to be treated. All the girls can agree with me on this, RIGHT GIRLS???? I mean chris, YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN REJECTED!!!!!! You are a insperation to all of guys. We sometimes wonder what its like to be you. You are a king!
Im sorry. I Know you hate it when people look up to you or compliment you. I've seen the looks you give girls when they call you "Hot" or "Sexy". You look like you want to kill them because you hate compliments. But you have to learn to except them, kid. You have to realize what a good person you are. I hope one day you understand the importance of what its like to be you. I envy you kid. Your unique... wish there were more of you honestly. I Bow to you as does everyone who looks up to you. And now I make my leave. Goodbye kid, take care.
(and to everyone who read this, thank you so much. Please leave a little comment to back me up here. The kid needs to believe. Any litle thing you say will help. Thank you.)
Everyone else who reads this, i thank you. You are truly a good friend to this kid. Read all of this and please comment on this so he knows that you care no matter his relationship with you.
Chris,
wow. Just wow. Look at you now. I never thought i would see you this way. You were always so full of love in your heart. You have shared your kindness with more than half of the people you know and believe it or not, you saved some of us, kid. Can't you see it? Look at how many people you got off drugs. Look at how many people you got to stop cutting themselves. Look at how many people want to change their lives around because they met you. And you still feel like your nothing? Your an angel, a saint. We all love being around you.
I know you got alot of problems going on in your life. Your family is falling apart. Its killing you inside, i know it is! We see it everyday. You try to act so tough like nothing can hurt you. I know you love acting intimadting, you admit it. You love for people to fear you just so you can feel like your something rather than nothing. It keeps people off your back and you have a certain control over some. But its within your eyes. You can lie a million times to us that your fine. Mister,
"Are you kidding, Im chris. Im always fine."
But your eyes say it all. your falling inside and you still feel like your nothing. We know you hurt inside and everytime someone questions you, you become so defensive in peoples faces you start actng like an asshle just to get them to stop questioning you. And you run for the cover of the computer and then spill your guts out. Its when people can't question you to your face are you willing to talk.
And those shades. You love wearing your sunglasses. Even in the dark, or in a building. So we all know its not to keep the sun out... but rather us. You rather us not see how bad its tearing you inside. I knew you were smart enough to figure out your eyes gave you away all the time. What your feeling is way worst than you share on this journal or myspace.
You feel empty inside. You have a hole in you and you say you don't know whats missing? How about someone to share your life with? Ok... You like to get a girlfriend every once in a while, but your so quick to keep them out of your life. you live by the day and the minute they want to talk about your family, past, or youin general, you answer in little words and try to change the subject... try to keep us out. And its not just with these girls, its with youe friends, best friends, aquantinces, ANYONE!
You dont like talking about yourself. I know it, you know it, they know it. You think your a nobody and you dont notice any good qualities about yourself *except your hair of course*. You need to give yourself a little credit.
YOU ARE AN AMAZING, KID! I truly wish we were related... blood brothers. Think about it. You can brighten Almost anyones day up. You put other people before yourself though you like to act selfish to cover it up. Your kind~hearted. You are pretective of your friends and you make sure to watch over your friends no matter what way. Whether its by keeping them from doing bad stuff, keeping them from failing, or standing in the middle between them and someone who wants to hurt them...literly. Yes chris, i heard about that incident no need to deny it. You are the only guy i know who treats a women the way she needs to be treated. All the girls can agree with me on this, RIGHT GIRLS???? I mean chris, YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN REJECTED!!!!!! You are a insperation to all of guys. We sometimes wonder what its like to be you. You are a king!
Im sorry. I Know you hate it when people look up to you or compliment you. I've seen the looks you give girls when they call you "Hot" or "Sexy". You look like you want to kill them because you hate compliments. But you have to learn to except them, kid. You have to realize what a good person you are. I hope one day you understand the importance of what its like to be you. I envy you kid. Your unique... wish there were more of you honestly. I Bow to you as does everyone who looks up to you. And now I make my leave. Goodbye kid, take care.
(and to everyone who read this, thank you so much. Please leave a little comment to back me up here. The kid needs to believe. Any litle thing you say will help. Thank you.)