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have you ever had an instance where you just wished you didn't have a heart so you'd be robbed of the ability to care, to favor, to have an opinion, to feel pain etc. therefore it'd make everyday easier. you could get what you knew needed to be done, completed without guilt. i think it'd be great. sometimes my heart makes me feel like i have another person living in me. i don't know i just hate having a heart because it expects impossible realities. oh well. im just laying around as i have all week. and as usual, i don't enjoy it. i hope jame is coming over so i can get out for awhile. she's the kindest person when your sick. i enjoy her company.